ruined paradise

2006-05-11T21:01:00.000-07:00

im disappointed in you. serious. i guess you are no longer my friend anymore. or at least you dont qualify to be MY friend. i cant believe the ways you treat your friends, people who have helped you, people who have treated you as a proper true friend, people who have waited for you while you behind to catch up so that you no longer had to stay behind them, people who wanted you to walk beside them, not behind, not in front, but beside them, and lastly, people who regard you with due respect.

im seriously so disappointed in you. im not trying to take credits for what ever i did, or trying to tell the whole world about how u behaved. im trying to express my hurt in a way in which i hope you would understand. but i still doubt it would work.

i cant believe how you treat people.
all i can say is, im hurt. its like i had already walked the path and found out where to head to when i reached a T junction. then when i realised that you are about to walk the very path i walked before, i turned back and went back to find you, because i did not want you to stay behind. as a friend, i didnt want you to be behind or in front of me. i just want you to be beside me so that we could walk the path together. together, we walked that very path i had left footsteps on til we reached the T junction. on the way there, i told you to be careful of the obstacles, be careful of those things that could make you fall, all because i did not want you to fall and feel the pain i felt before when i walked the path alone. i also remembered that i told you to choose the right path at the T junction so that you would not regret when you took the wrong path.

that was when everything went wrong.

i remembered i fell and u picked me. i was grateful for that.

but i realised when i fell again, even harder, you left me all alone and continued your journey.
i was saddened by this fact, and suddenly felt angry because you did not pick me up. then you said that it was only fair that you continued your journey because i had already finished it before.

but isnt walking together what matters most. why must we compete in everything?

i even wondered whether you would have stopped and waited for me if i had asked you to, just like the way u did that time. but i realised now that without asking i already knew the answer. you would not. because you didnt wish to.

so fine. i shant wait for you anymore. in any matters, in anything.

because i found out its useless to wait especially for a person like you.

a person who never thought what would have happened if someone wasnt there to wait for you, someone wasnt there to guide you or when someone wasnt there to accompany you, someone wasnt there to walk with you.

disappointed in you--

2006-05-03T21:26:00.000-07:00

wells. in school now. hahas. just printed out the sci sia script. yupp. so long nvr blog le. :/ poor blog abandoned once again. its so sad. im disappointed in my chinese results even though i got A. yeahh.. it was quite easy and gt ppl get 96 larh. tsk. so high. :( cry. so now left history. :) i hope i get results that wouldnt disappoint me. :)

oh man. people are getting so addicted to maple. :( and i think its partially my fault since i introduced it to them, and told them all about it. :( wells. me and lim min just cant understand why they are so addicted to it. its like we were not addicted to it til so serious. theres is like quite serious cases le. :( and i still think its partially my fault. shant talk about maple in school le. :/

hahas. now i have some free time yet i dont want to use it properly. :) should be researching for chinese portfolio now. :/ hahas. i seriously dont know how to write the gan xiang. i dont know how to analysis the wen zhang!! :/ eek larh. tomorrow need to pass it up le. :/ man. after exams still have to do all these. :/

im quite proud of my sci sia structure. :) cause i made the atomic structure mah. unlike someone who did nothing. ugh. make me so angry. weekends are coming! and elections too. hahas. my parents didnt get to vote cause our area was counted as bukit timah area. SAD. :( nvm. next time i shall buy a flat that is in an area that voting usually occurs. wahahas. :)

okay. still got half an hour left before its time for language arts. i shall do my research now. :)

and its all about CONTROLLING.

2006-04-28T18:20:00.000-07:00

well. poor abandoned blog. hahas. HOORAY. exams are all over and some test results got back. wahahas. quite happy with them. :) well, went for the prize presentation ytd and saw part of the match for the b div boys finals. HCI vs ACSI. hahas. ACSI won even though i was supporting HCI. aww. lolx. anw, alicia was sawing that the supporters were so not polite. they[ACSI and HCI supporters] cheer together to see hus cheering was loud. -.- lyk erms. cant they take turns. thats what we gurls do. and ACSI cheers are seriously 'original'. one of the cheer has like only the word AC. its jus A C den they clap. veri original indeed. :) hahas. okay. shant be sarcastic. :) and i shall stop here. seriously, i dont have much to blog about. :)

2006-04-21T04:14:00.000-07:00

well. had geog test ytd and my oh my. haiz. I SPELLED CUMULONIBUS WRONGLY!!

cumulonibus
cumulonibus
cumulonibus
cumulonibus
cumulonibus

CRY. cant get full marks le larh. and it was quite easy lorh. :(

today is friday. just had student council nominees interview like 3 hrs ago. well. i indirectly said that i have no interest in being a councillor and i believe they got the message quite clear. seriously. i dont want to be a COUNCILLOR. : hahas. im so happy and relaxed. :) CHEMISTRY SIA IS EXTENDED TIL 2ND MAY!!! :):):) wahahas. i got time to do le. :) anw. gonna go play !! :)

suddenly the class is back to icy tower. HAHAS. :)

2006-04-18T06:02:00.000-07:00

my oh my. first post for april. well. i just changed my blogskin. :) its nice! it will probably last for 2 months. :) den i shall change again in june. wahahas.

had fun in squash todae. yes alicia, we had a fun time even though u were nt there. :) hahas.anw, due to the thunder and lightenin it blacked out halfway. hahas. yupp. and we didnt stop so we played in the dark and we couldnt see the ball. hahas.

had maths test todae too! : it went okay i guess. quite confident. :) coz i gt studie wad. :) thurs gt geog. qr sae its quite easy.. so.. i dno leh.. MY GOD. dying in science sia. HOW TO BUILD THE STRUCTURE!!! cry cry cry. oh man. shall just procrastinate. :)

2006-03-29T04:43:00.000-08:00

ohkkayye. i think in the end c div ny squashers are still 4th. we all noe we didnt deserve this. BUT its ohkkaye. we put up a strong fight. im reallie proud of our team that we won mgs. (: good jobs guys!!
thanks to all;
nat: for encouraging me and guiding me.
huiying: for your great encouragement and telling me that it doesnt matter whether i lose or not.
wing yau: for all your encouragement and all those words u said to me.
alicia: for ur cheerful smiles and grins that make me not so nervous.
coach: thanks for all those guidance and tips. i noe u are upset for us that we lost. :( but its ohkkayye. they are going DOWN nxt year.

im reallie sad that we lost to RGS. but we lost with integrity.
they are just sore losers because they knew they would lose and they cheated. yes. they CHEATED.

we handed in our line up earlier than them.
it was as follows:
qianwen
wingyau
natalie
alicia
huiying

so i was the first to play. that doesnt matter larh.

we handed in our line up. den up there[place for referees] the raffles referees asked the fairfield referees to let them see the line up of our school. and fairfield did so. they were so WRONG. they were NOT allowed to do so de larh. damn. den rgs haven even hand up their line up yet lorh. they handed it up lyk 2 mins before the match was supposed to start. and they actuallie changed their line up after the rgs referees saw our line up. its was so obvious. there was correction tape marking and when yiu see from the back you can see that their 5th player was actuallie supposed to play the 4th match, nt fifth. they changed it. CHEATERS, coz after the rgs referees saw the line up, two rgs squash players went up to talk to them. its so obvious that they told them abt the line up and they CHANGED IT. the whole thing was so cheating coz they shld never have edited they line up. if they didnt edit it, it will become lyk tt:

lifang
mabel
jacquline
eileen
jodee

nat, alicia, huiying would CONFIRM win theirs. coz nat is our best player, can win everyone except mao shi hui from scgs, huiying beat mabel in friendlies and mabel is better den jodee and alicia was playing with the FOURTH seed[eileen]. sure win.

but they changed it after seeing our line up.

lifang
mabel
jacquline
jodee
eileen

and jodee is their second seed, alicia cant beat her.

this editin matters. and they didnt even admit it even though it was so obvious. jodee lost her first set when she played with alicia. she came out and the rest was telling her sth lyk dun care abt it, dun feel guilty, just win this. SO OBVIOUS. they changed it. CHEATERS. SORE LOSERS. i noe ur will feel veri bad because rgs had never gotten 4th b4. but wad abt us? WE FOUGHT SO HARD. we tried our best with mgs and won them. i noe ur noe tt ur cant win us. but why CHEAT. we had such a good impression of u. now we think MGS rawk more. u all suck. we tried so hard to get into the finals. ur had to made us lose all our dreams jus because ur wanna win and CHEATED!

we lost. but we lost with integrity. and you all, have no integrity at all. LOSERS. such bad sportsmanship.

to all seniors,

i noe u all felt sad for us and cried for us. but its ohkkayye, its alright. we lost with integrity. we didnt do sth that was SO not human. but they, lost their souls.

and wads more, the court manager was so bias. she still said tt raffles didnt see the line up even though she saw them! WA LAU EH. we protestes after the match coz we couldnt do it before or else it wil delay the whole thing. BUT, she saw the rgs referees and even scolded them BUT wth, she so wad, she didnt believe us even when there was sufficient evidence.

BUT its ohkkayye. because nanyang squashers fight til the end. we have good sportsmanship. and we lose with INTEGRITY.

special thanks to SCGS squashers for being there for us. :)

2006-03-18T18:37:00.000-08:00

after the 5 setter with rayna tan, i gt thrashed by esther. lyk WOW. 27-0 HA. gt thrashed. lolx. but i gt my cup so i guess it was okkayye. i noe i will nvr win her so i guess gettin thrashed doesnt matter. :D

IM OLD.
wow.
im`FOURTEEN.
14 is a NICE number i guess.
better den 13.
13 is an unlucky number.
no insult to those who are currently still 13.
btw.
i noe THREE ppl who has their bdae on APRIL FIFTH.
allyssa, adele, yinghui
WOW.
im definitely gg broke.
lhui's bdae is coming!
wannie's bdae too!
den after tt...
APRIL
03- alicia
05- adele, allyssa, ying hui
08- qian rui
10- sis

wow. 4 daes and i hafta get lyk SIX presents...
im gg BROKE. WOW.

hahas. :D

i feel so useless.
i wasted the whole saturdae because of squash and NOW, im abt to waste my sundae morning. all because the com gt prob and i have to figure out wad it is.

SHYTIFIED.

2006-03-16T21:32:00.000-08:00

HAPPIE BURPDAE TO MII! XD hahas. lets talk abt ytd's match wif rayna tan, the FMS gurl.

1st set
7-9 I LOST BY JUST ONE BIT! x was freakin out after losing.

2nd set.
9-0 SHE GT TRASHED. wahahas.

3rd set
5-9 sheesh. i think i gt complacent and started slowing down my pace and everything.

4th set
9-3 i had to win this set. or else i die le. XD

5th set

GUESS THE RESULTS.

9-3. and i won; im glad. :D

2006-03-15T01:20:00.000-08:00

i say, BRR.. its COLD. there muz be some SQUASHERS in the atmosphere!

ohkkayye. i caught the CAMP bug. lolx. hmm... no idea wad to post.. keep think abt TMR. rayna TAN and TAN qian wen. sheesh.

well.. shall go dl the patch.. i try larh.. LOL..

2006-03-14T02:39:00.000-08:00

heyys people. THANKS to all who saw the post and noe i was so so so mad, THXS! but dun worrie! im fine already. and im SMILING! SMILE SMILE SMILE! :D :D :D hahas. thxs jen. yupp. TRUE FWENS rawk my world. XD im totallie alrite now. its reallie nice to scold everything out in my post. so shuang man. gd cure for broken fwenships. WAHAHAs. ohkkayye. this is so random. hahas. hope i win my match wif rayna tan on thursdae. everyone sae i will... BUT... still the old sentence... if i tt dae quality went down or traffic jam den walkover... well. den tts too bad. HAHAS!

btw,

HAPPY BIRTHDAE MARCH BABIES!

-i dun care, i seriouslie will start hw tonite. if nt im DEAD AS USUAL-

2006-03-13T06:25:00.000-08:00

AND SUDDENLY, I WANN EVERYTHING TO FUCK OFF. yeahh. jus fuck off. i seriously didnt noe ppl's definition of friendship is so DAMN shallow. lyk wad the FISH. its lyk so wad if u dun **** me anymore. hu cares abt tt? hus caring?NOBODY. do i look lyk i fuckin care? do i? well. I SERIOUSLY DONT. my world is fallin apart and the person doing it doesnt even CARE. i noe he shant. he wouldnt. he doesnt wann to.

if u all are tellin me to think and mature, FINE i can do tt, but so wad? even i did tt wad will happen? NTH. why? coz ur dun care? GET IT. YOUR DUN BLOODY CARE. HU THE HELL CARE ABT WAD CRAPP ABT *** AND THINK TT FWENSHIP IS NT IMPORTANT. HOW MANI FAILURE FWENSHIPS MUZ I BLOODY RECIEVE B4 GOD DECIDES YES QIANWEN HAS ENUFF OF IT. YOU CAN STOP GIVIN HER ALL THOSE. SO WAD IF ALL THESE ARE PROCESSES OF LEARINNG AND GROWING. DO I LOOK LYK I FUCKINGLY CARE. NO I DONT. AND I WONT. AND DEFINITELY SHANT.

GO ON AND DAO. GO ON. I DIDNT NOE FWENSHIPS NO LONGER CARE IF U HAVE A ***** WELL, I SERIOUSLY DIDNT NOE NO WONDER NO ONE LYKED U B4. COZ U BLOODY DIDNT CARE. AND NO ONE GG TO CARE IT FOR YOU.

JUS FUCK OFF. SERIOUSLY. YOU SAID WAD CRAPP ABT ASK THINGS ASK PERSONALLY. LET ME TELL U. ALL THESE ARE BULLSHITS. BECAUSE U DO NOT FOLLOW UR POLICY. WELL I HAVE MY OWN POLICY TOO.

either loyal or never fwens.

IF FWENS DUN STICK TOGETHER. DEN I SHALL TELL U THIS. YOU DUN HAF A FWEN, BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT A FWEN.

THATS IT.

thxs to jaron for the halfway through "counselling".

2006-03-13T02:51:00.000-08:00

heyys! im here to sae thxs to lim min for the bdae prezzie! yupp! lurve it! THXS! and to all my mates out there. LOL larrie. forgt to bring my prezzie. HAHAs. but its the thoughts tt count. sry kat. but i seriously didnt felt lyk gg to east coast. yupp. sry.! x( and to huiying to! coz i didnt go support for competition. sry arhx... x anw, we are gg to wear tt com shirt together on thursdae! jus heard my opponent rayna tan is quite easi. I HOPE SO! XD lolx. OH SHYT. if i win and huiying win esther... DEN... i will haf to play wif her! OH SHYT. she sure get 1st de wad........ -.- LOL. nvm! jus try our veri best! JIA YOU PEEPS! :D

and i cant upload pictures! WAAH. shall figure it out nxt tym! XD

:D LURVE YA MATES!

2006-03-11T17:39:00.000-08:00

lets talk abt camp. hahas. late post. everyone posted on fridae or sat. now i sundae den post. WAHAHAS. so late. XD

1st day
started with amazing race! XD organised by my class, 206, and 209. nt everyone lyked it i guess. coz u hafta run loads and its reallie tiring, with the additional fact that botanic garden is so damn BIG. uh huh. after tt we had er telematch. nt badd larh. we were sort of near winning but the last one made us lost. its kinda ohkkayye except it isnt reallie fair. xnite tym we slept in class. yupp. quite fun. lolx. but veri cartoon. we dun wann sleepz den tchers patrol keep scolding. TSK.

2nd day
woke up at 5+ and realised others alreadie woke up. TSK! why so earlie!!! oh yes. i gt kiked by kendra larh! waah... pain! den midnite tt tym i woke up and turn left see xy's foot, turn rite see kendra's foot. -WINCE.!- anw, earlie in the moring... hahas. went down for breakfast yupp den we had leadership games. nt bad. i lyk the part where thay actuallie "stole"one of our classmate and made us worrie and we had to go find where they hid here. in the end we were last. reason coz we searched the lockers room toilet but didnt search the cubicles. there was one cubicle tat was locked and ppl tot tt is tcher using toilet. =.= during evening it rained! jus when we planned that we were to sleep in the quadrangle at nite! but everyone helped to clean up the quadrangle when the rain stopped! its was such a touchin scene. XD had fun in the quadrangle at nite. slept wif serene and ying hui! XD

3rd day.
we won 1st for DRAMA! XD rosa parks! and we oso won the most enthu class. even though only 2 awards we veri happie le! XD

so sad now tt everything has ended.
nxt yr everyone will be in diff class. dont forgt 206`06! :D

2006-03-02T04:06:00.000-08:00

it has been a long time since i blogged. been realli realli busi with OM. todae jus presented. hope we get in. todae is the most exciting yet nervous wrecking day. firstly, up til todae, our dance was still nt out yet. yes. nt out yet. we were freakin out in fact. anw. i was so so so worried abt the whole thing tt i nearly broke down during science lesson(before ms lee came). the backdrop couldnt stand on its on. the dance was nt out. practically everything was nt ready and we had to present at 4 40. it was totallie crazie. anw, we did it. and we laughed out loud for all the mistakes we had made. lines were forgotten, actions were late. LOL. i reallie hope we will get into OM SINGAPORE. but i think it reallie doesnt matter if we didnt. im alreadie relieved. we are gg to eat lunch together 1 day to celebrate. XD

LOADS OF THINGS TO DO!

chi portfolio.
zuo wen.
home econs.

DEAD as usual.

2006-02-25T21:07:00.000-08:00

im supposed to do this. lolx.!

Rules: Express your Love for SEVEN and get others to know more about you. :D Copy and Paste the following into your own blog and complete all SEVEN bullets of the SEVEN questions. Then, pick SEVEN people to pass it on! Have fun!

S E V E N things that make me smile:
chocolates!
marshmellows!
being happie!
playing squash!
maple!
my dear com!
my dear blog!
(:

S E V E N ways to win my heart [right now]:
get me those squash earrings
complete ALL my hw for me
help me train my maple character
er. love me
watch 100 movies with me!
give me a wish
make me strong enuff for NATIONALS.

S E V E N things I believe in:
miracle
hope
life
euu
fairytale
dreams
wishes

S E V E N things I'm afraid of that are just BLAH:
[CHOI CHOI CHOI]
ANTS!
scorpions!
any creepy crawlies.
homework!
fail my tests! ._.
getting FAT. x_x
dying.!

S E V E N things I do everyday:
breathe*
eat*
talk*
sleepz*
walk*
yawn*
bathe*

S E V E N people I want to see right now:
EUU!
ying xiang!
wan zhang!
and all those i miss! XD

S E V E N people whom I chose to do this:
rachel
ben
qian rui
qi tian
lim qing
alicia
wingyau

tts all folks! XD

:D

DEAD as usual.

2006-02-21T23:16:00.000-08:00

heyys. i flunked my maths test. TEN MARKS gone. DAMN. anw. haf 2nd part of chi test tmr. will die. WA LAU. im faintin under the pressure of work. >.<

anw. short post . gg off to revise chi. TSK.

Baa Baa Black Sheep Have You Any Wool?

Yes Sir Yes Sir THREE bags full.

One For My Master And One For My Dame.

One For The Little Boy Who Lives Down the Lane.

EEK.

FRIDAY- MATCH against RGS.

SATURDAY-MATCH against NYpoly.

DEAD as usual.

P.S. allyssa. tt SEVEN thingy i do nxt tym. LOL. >.<

2006-02-17T17:03:00.000-08:00

a long list of work to do and a short period of time for it.

Speech on Racial Prejudice for TKAM.

Maths. those exercises that i have not done.

History. 1st page of the ws.

OM. REPORT!

micropipetting ws.

HOME ECONS FILE.

CHINESE PORTFOLIO. im dead.

i think there is another lang arts thingy comin up.

DEAD as usual.

2006-02-16T06:28:00.000-08:00

so long no post. it has been a long week. lets start from ytd. during assembly the hmp students were playing pieces for us to listen so nice sia. XD den ms koh said tt for camp we are gg to sleep in the open for a nite! CAN SEE STARS! nt tt singapore has much stars BUT, its gonna be FUN! XD after tt went to nyjc fro friendly match. not bad but i didnt lyk the fact tt i won. i dun feel tt my opponent gt put in effort leh. >.<

tmr haf friendly with st. andrews. i haf a feelin i will be defeated. COZ they are bois. SHEESH. x(

2006-02-11T19:35:00.000-08:00

HAPPIE BDAE YH. tsk. you so old le. TSKTSK. OLD MAN OLD MAN. happie bdae to you. happie bdae to you. happie bdae old man.... happie bdae to you! XD

2006-02-11T06:53:00.000-08:00

i am so disappointed in you. fine. im a nuisance as u stated indirectly. i shall nt disturb u anymore. its definitely the end. no more connections with you, mr vocabulary. no explanation is needed. its too late. im sick of being concern to the problem. im sick of salvagin the fwenship. and tts FINAL. im sick of it. i reallie am. you sounded as if u are the only one hu have problems and the only one feeling down. the only human. the only one with feelings. FINE. i shant be a human to you. i believe i have nvr been.

THATS IT.

at least i dun let out everything tts troubling me to anyone.

unlyk u.

the attention seeker.

THAT REALLIE IS IT.

2006-02-10T16:11:00.000-08:00

tsk. another week has PASSED. and my homework is still tons. think i failed geog and hist. TSK. GAK. this week still haf SCIENCE. tsktsk! >.<>h.o.m.e.w.o.r.k.

~~science ws 2.2~~ [she hasnt even teach yet. wonder how i am supposed to do it.]

maths supplementary exercises. i tried and its TOUGH.

~~cme project, wo you hua shuo.~~ TSK.

~~science sia.~~ [journals]

OM

LCH. do research.

~~MATHS OE PROPOSAL.~~ tsk. haven do yet.

HOME ECONS. the idiotic file.

CHINESE PORTFOLIO. GAK.

CME, jian bao. TSK.

HISTORY WS. colonialism. TSK. haven teach yet leh.

mircopipette ws. i dun even understand a single thing she taught ytd. TSK.

WELL. LONG LIST. TSK. OH MAN. tym to start hw le. TSKTSK.

SEEyaz. >.<

2006-02-05T05:26:00.000-08:00

okkayye. wat to tok abt? well i asked coach to help me get my eyemask and i requested either gray or black den ytd he smsed and said yellow can? well. i haf no choice so obviouslie.. CAN. hahas. well. im suddenlie veri enthu abt hw so im doing them now. HAHAs. well. allyssa is currently mad at liang hui becoz of OM i dno why so im kinda stuck between them but nvm. well i think its quite fun to do the same ws together but haidee our guide has some internet conenctions problem just when we need her help. >.< sad. we are doing it real SLOW. hahas. anw. serene suddenlie came into our convo and asked us how to do another sci ws which we are not tokin abt. HAHAs. so funnie. okkayyes shant blog. nid do work! XD

2006-02-03T16:44:00.000-08:00

i have no idea WHY WHY WHY. but i think i shld nvr on the com. its lyk the first thing i go is my BLOG. den i start to feel lyk bloggin. TSKTSK. if this goes on i can forget abt completin my HOMEWORK. so i decided to list down the homework i have not done. >.<
HOMEWORK
ART. i have nt done this for TWO weeks. muz be completed...

CHINESE COMPRE. okay. im sort of doing this first coz i find it quite tough.

~~CME BOOKLET~~~~. this is STUPID.~~

~~DRAMA REFLECTIONS~~~~. have to write journal. TSK.~~

CME "project". mine is nt nxt week present... but oh well..

SCIENCE WS. this definitely will be NEXT. unless ms lee haven uploaded the template. >.< [half of it is done]>.<

SCIENCE SIA. i have to write THREE journals and combine the information we haf . better tell them tt WE HAVE TO START. the deadline is nxt friday!

LCH SIA. this is language arts + combine humanities SIA. for this i only need to hand in the proposal. well... but muz remind grp member, the PROPSAL is NOT with ME.

MATHS SIA. we are organising event so PROPOSAL. AGAIN. yupp. everything is PROPOSAL and PROPOSAL.

HOME ECONS. this is tough. i dno how to explain it. hahas. BUT. TOUGH.

REVISION! this is totally important since i have 3 tests NXT WEEK. TSKTSK. im dead.

gtg now. have to complete all those. >.< -wince-

2006-02-03T06:31:00.000-08:00

a change of skin! well. i find it totallie nice! :) hahas. uh huh. whoever wanns me to link PLS tell me. hahas. yupp. well. todae is quite a FUN day. hahas. yupp. the funniest part was at the last part. it was drama lessons and the bell rang to indicate tt the lesson has ended. den mdm oehlers suddenlie said " are ur 206? now ur gt CME right? hurry up GOGOGO. "hahas. den we decided to prove to tt cme tcher tt we gt put in effort to rush for her lessons. guess what we did. hahas. we ran down from 4th floor to our classroom at the 2nd floor without wear SHOES and SOCKS! hahas. and we ran one by one. its SO FUN! den we met a sci tcher on 3rd floor. i stopped coz i scared get scolded but she didnt even care. hahas. when we reached 2nd floor we passed by margaux and i think shes puzzled why we are barefooted! FUN! den we wore our shoes and socks in class to let tcher see! :)) hahas.

SQUASH.
todays PT was much more relaxed. onli ran 200 lapses in the court. :) and tmr is huiying's bdae! HAPPIE BDAE HUIYING! ur prezzie i shall pass to u on mon. XD den we bought a cake for huiying secretly. she didnt even noe! hahas. she muz be so SHOCKIFIED. ;)

HOMEWORK.
it looks lyk there is still TONS of them and i cant understand how haidee manage her time SO well. i believe she practicallie finished every single thing! >.<>.<

i have forgotten to DELETE you.

but i shall do it now.

2006-02-02T01:01:00.000-08:00

heyys ppl. im now in the skool! XD yupp. with my dear png png. sandie! oh man. im gg crazie. hahas. CRAZIE...... oh man. sandie blogged so long le... tsktsk. and i actuallie spelt sandie wrongly. i spelt it as SADINE. oh man. hmmm. maybee i can start callin her sadine! XD okie. i dun think it sounds reallie nice. hahas. haiz. anw. this is a random post so nth to crap. XD

2006-02-01T06:07:00.000-08:00

MS KOH RAWKS MY WORLD. well. so are the other tchers and staffs AND mdm mak. we are gg down history. WOOTs. todae she just announced that this yr our lifeskills camp is gg to be partly organised by.... OURSELVES. the tchers RAWK my ROOF[tt is if i have one. wad i have is another famile living on the 12nd floor.]! wooohooo. man. ny tchers rawk. totallie rawkified. uh huh. XD

well. they rawk sometimes i guess. i still find the workload too much. lyk ME haf to rush the geog global city PPT for presentation tmr. do the script and stuffs. UGH. being the leader TOTALLIE SUCKS. and i have more to come. fridae nid pass up jian bao. sci ws 1.3 [the article so small words HOW TO READ!]. wad else? hmm. HECK. i have enuff just thinkin abt. MATHS sia. LCH sia. SCIENCE sia. OM. bloody OM. tmr haf to pass up new proposal. GAK. and i doubt anyone had time to do. coz. WE WERE ALL RUSHING OUR GEOG PPT. but for ppl lyk me muz rush. coz im the SECOND to present. wadeva. nt my fault i picked no. 2 from katherine's hand. science sia phamplet thingy haiz... have to use PHOTOSHOP CS. did i mention i nearlie failed for SCIENCE QUIZ? well. i nearlie did. 6/10 SUCKIE score. if this is wad i get for sci quiz. i wonder wad will happen to my test. ECOLOGY. right. gt to plan time to STUDY. the prob is, i dun even noe wad geog and hist are gg to be testd abt. geogi believe is SETTLEMENTS. but wad abt hist?! source based qns or wad??? dun make me studie for nth leh... >.<>.< haiz. i hate doing hw alone. anyone interested to stay bek tmr do wif me? no use. MOST of them haf CCAs. my mate lim min gt booked by qiao yan to go wif her to arab street for materials for their OM. haiz. QIAO YAN! how could you do this!! @#$*(&*##$^^&*($ haiz. nvm. no choice. anw. dno wad to crap. gg off to SLEEPz.

did i mentioned i hate YOU? yes YOU.

i seriouslie regretted helpin u.

UNgrateful brat.

ah well.

HECK.

YOU are gg to be deleted SOON.

2006-01-28T19:43:00.000-08:00

sth is wrong wif the date. ITS REALLIE CHU YI! >.<

2006-01-28T19:40:00.000-08:00

hell0 everyone! HAPPIE CHINESE NEW YEAR! XD woots! todae is chu yi. yupp. :) so nice. long break from school.. well quite long larh. hahas. XD this morning woke up and saw 5 messages den i saed the word.. SHIT. so er. i think i will be very UNLUCKY coz the first thing i saed on chinese new year is SHIT. GAK. more luck needed! so enthu today! :) anw... shant blog long. coz... nid bai nian! :) hahas. okie. HAPPIE NEW YEAR PEEPS! XD

2006-01-20T17:31:00.000-08:00

another week has passed. long time no blog. i think i shall haf to blog once per week. hahas. i jus gt my nCODE ytd! it totallie rawks. ((: nCODE rawks! nCODE rulez! okie. in case u dno wads nCODE. its a SQUASH RACKET. woots. my nCODE.!!! dno wad to post abt. hahas. loads of workload... by the way. huever is reading this and u dun haf a geog grp yet pls pls pls come tell me. my grp nid ONE more person. :( lets list down the hw i haf for the weekends AGAIN.

#eril - find TWO poems and analyse them
#home econs
#art
#history ws
#geog ws
#science sia
#geog sia
#drama -mime
#science ws 1.2
#flash movie

tts all i guess. BUT ITS A LOT. man. and ltr i haf to go repair my dear fone den tmr gt to go SCIENCE CENTRE for the science sia. SO LIL TIME. DAMN. i jus cant stand it. even when CNY is coming i still hve to worrie abt those workload. coz geog assignment haf to be presented after the week of CNY. crap. CRAP.

SIANZ. back to HOMEwork.

2006-01-13T00:07:00.000-08:00

OMG.OMG.OMG. i jus recieved a sms from limmin tt shermaine [my mortal] got into the chinese dance audition!!!! applause!!! :) im so happie for her. YAY!!!! okay. so happie. anw. today was quite alright. wonderful fact that its the last day in school for week two. hahas. but have loads of art homework. :( and science. and chinese. man. dead. and we r having LOADS of projects. om. science sia. maths il. geog sia. cme. 5. GOSH. im fainting. X so i have loads of things to do. let me list them down.

#make time schedules for all the projects [except OM, janice did that]
#research on science sia, marine life.
#complete the two sci bio notes [fill in blanks]
#complete sci ws 1.1
#complete art.
#read notes on sci. [i still dun understand some parts]
#write angel letters [i o shermaine and melissa one]
#do history ws
#do geog ws? mrs amy didnt say clearly whether nid to do arnt.
#drama reflections.
#legend of raindrops [essay]

DOTZ. limmin just sent me another sms saying she thinks she saw the wrong person so maybee shermaine didnt get in. :( yi chang huan xi yi chang kong. : DOTz her.
den now she asked me whether shermaine today used 1 hairband or 2.
dotz. how am i supposed to noe?! anw i think she uses 1. LOL.
den she replied and said. i think shermaine went in. she THINKS. so now i still dno whether did shermaine got in. DOTZ. nvm. shant ask her. i shall ask shermaine. :) i pray she gets in. :) gtg do all those things i listed. or else im dead. :

2006-01-06T18:21:00.000-08:00

one week of school has passed! and im quite crazy now. yeahh. i have like 3 mortals alreadie![including alicia] but im still gg to adopt one more! sandie's! :) hehes. one sad thing though. I LOST ONE OF MY MORTALS LETTER. its lyk im a BAD angel. :( WAAH. i think i lost it in the com lab BUT i jus cant find it there!!!! : overal the teachers are nice. and humorous and even though my goodie goodie maths teacher mrs change is not teachin me anymore, :( i still have a not so bad maths teacher. and i realised ytd that she goes to the same bus stop as me when gg home. GREAT terror. i pray she doesnt take the same bus as me de. :) so im a bad angel and someone who is prayin hard that maths tcher doesnt live near. MY LIT TEACHER/FORM TCHER is alreadie livin near me! another one will be GREAT GREAT terror. jus finished the history ws and i wrote one of the angel letter ytd. yupp. veri nicely decorated.. but i haf a feelin that she will haf difficuties opening it. hehes. den i shall write 2 more. haiz. lolx. haf to think more ways to deco them. : so now i have to do OM. dear janice expects us to come up with a page of plans and expectations and i still haf to complete the FIRST journal. [i shall not do voluntary work nxt time.] sianz... den ltr haf to get notebook for maths and stuffs. wad other hw do we haf? cant think le lorh. scared i miss out sth. i wann to start school RIGHT. :) gtg le. or else i cant come up with the one page plans. buaiix. :)

2005-12-16T00:15:00.002-08:00

well. so sry. i so long nvr blog. this is because i have been reallie reallie busi. yupp. hmmm. lets talk abt wad i did ba. last fridae we had a match against scgs. well. we lost. sort of gt thrash. LOL. but i think hmmm overall i reallie SLACK! coz last 2 matches i played for the sake of playin onli. there was this gurl hu reallie reallie wish to play with mi [dno why. she siaoz?] den i had to play with her lorh. den i let her win. by nt catchin majority of her serves. see. i so nice. LOL!!den i went sentosa on sundae. oso okie ba. but i went to the luge. you are supposed to drive a car like thing. i rammed the grass TWICE. and its always when u turnin corner i didnt turn the wheel. hahas. TWICE okie. so terrible. this make mi reallie wonder whether i shld take up drivin lessons arnt. coz its reallie one of my wishes to learn how to drive. now im considerin. hahas! :)

den mon tues wed its CHALET! woots!! first dae we went escape. the tickets were free coz brenda had 8 free ones and when we booked the chalet they gave us 4 more free tickets. so in the end we had extras. coz onli the sec1s and some sec2s went. the rest went to the beach. we wanted to sell the extra2 tickets coz its lyk 1 usually sells for 16.50 den we wanted to sell them for lyk 2 for 25 bucks. den use the monie go buy pizza. hahas. but in the end we didnt. coz we went lyk 2+ den everyone was inside alreadie!! terrible. so no tickets sold. no pizzas! :( in escape we played wet and wild thrice! totallie fun man. and obviouslie alpha 8 still under maintenence. then we queued for inverter for lyk 1hr but the person in charge lyk nt shuang, in the end we quarelled and den didnt play at all. [shant giv more details] overall its fun! oh yes. i went in to HAUNTED again. they changed it le! now gt 3 ppl inside instead of 2 and the theme is sort of lyk ancient egypt. :) still fun!!!! :)) hahas. 2nd dae we played cards. go arcade. den er played cards. den at night bbq! but the weather so bad.. it drizzled! den wiggy was the umbrella holder. LOL!!! still fun overall. the weather will nvr spoil our mood de. den we played cards and have brain teasers. stayed up real late for both nights! :) den the last dae go home le lorh! lolx. hahas. :). okie last thing to sae.

todaes match against temasek jc! : i won a gurl but lost to a guy by jus 2 marks. THIS IS SO DAMN SADD CAN. 2 MARKS!!! onli... waah... so badd!!! and there was this guy [coach's student] he cao li hai can. all the strokes and smacks so powerful. and hes a left hander! gosh lorh. oh yar. hes all blue. LOL. blue specs frame. blue shoes. blue shirt. blue shorts. i was jus telling huiying tt he shld dye his hair blue too. LOL! haiza. tmr gt another one against smu. i hope i do well! :)

2005-12-06T21:53:00.000-08:00

im feelin so bored! yupp. so i decided to list down some stuffs. hees. it may be abt u! :)

the FIVE reasons why huiying shld have a blog:
1. it is fun!
2. we can get to noe her more!
3. she wun be leftout. [since mii and wiggy both have blogs!]
4. i wann to flood her tagboard [if she has]
5. i will have more people to link! [nt tt i so bored till wann link ppl]

the FIVE reasons why i shld start writin the draft for the commonwealth essay competition:
1. i take ages to write an essay [and this one is 500-700 words!!]
2. i can onli write essays fast when the topic is easy or common [those 5 topics are totallie nt!]
3. its alreadie DECEMBER!!!
4. its gd to have a gd start ahead.
5. i have loads of free time.

the FIVE reasons why i shld nt freak out in the matches with SCGS this fridae:
1. i have to show them im nt easi to scare off or else i will reallie lose
2. its jus FRIENDLY matches
3. i have potential too!
4. they cant be all evil creatures
5. i muz beat them!

the FIVE reasons why i shld stop usin the com so so much:
1. im gonna rot at home soon
2. its gd to get fresh air.
3. my eyes can relax more
4. the com is gg to explode soon.
5. bein addicted to maple is nt gd.

the FIVE reasons why 206'06 is gg to be the best:
1. 106'05 is alreadie the best. obviouslie nxt yr it is still gg to be the best.
2. the sixers lurve each other [dun think pervert]
3. we are gg to face challenges TOGETHER.
4. we will have lots of fun and be gd in disciplinary5
5. we rawk! we rulez!

2005-12-03T05:13:00.000-08:00

here to post again.. im at my cousin's now. yupp. so... lets see. wad to talk abt... hmm... i noe le! this comin fri gt FRIENDLY MATCHES with SCGS. and you noe wad tt means? we are meetin our opponents earlier... and u noe wad tt means ? they get to noe our potential earlier. get to plan earlier.. and likewise.. we TOO! but i scared we will lose leh... i mena its lyk they have a TOTALLIE GOOD player there. mao shi hui. SHES totallie good sia.. even our BEST player can lose to her.. man.. hear her name alreadie gt creeps.. see her real life in flesh and blood? and see her play. man. i will FAINT. GAWK! so im terribly scared... even though i CONFIRM + CHOP + GUARANTEE wun play with her de.. :) man oh man.. im sick of maple le. YES I AM. see larh.. now i can play still come out blogg.. [evidence..] holidaes reallie sianz.. and i have touch a single hw. yupp.. maths nt done. i onli print out nia.. den i see so mani i decided nt to do.. izzit muz do all???? i dun wann leh... oh yes. nxt yr lit i shall faint. dun even understand the mockin bird and the romeo and juliet... o.O and its lyk i alreaide scored TOTALLIE LAN for lit.. AND GEOG. man... i am streetwise but nt mapwise... cant seem to rmb the MAP!! i doubt u show mi map i noe wheres SINGAPORE! : im totallie stupid. x I NID HELP! okie larh. i nth to sae le. LOL! cya peeps! :))

2005-12-01T06:05:00.000-08:00

BOO peeps! these few daes i didnt blog due to the squash camp. yupp. so sry. lets talk abt it. well... to tell u . i was reallie reallie reallie madd at sb. yupp. why? because the DOG [cant disclose the real name.] refreed [is this how u spell it?] THRICE wronglie. oh yes. i forgot to sae. during the camp we had friendlie matches. yupp. so we were supposed to have refrees too. WTH. one of the time which she refreed wronglie was for mine lorh. i calculated the score while playin and when its was supposed to be 2 vs 2. she saed it was 2 vs 5. THERE WAS A CHANCE FOR MII TO WIN LARH. WTH. i probablie wun lose de lorh. FEEL LYK CURSIN HER. HMMPH! we had fun too of course. the best was the buffet on the last dae. LOL. we practicallie ate everything there was. LOL. and me and huiying was playin with the laksa. yupp. coz u have to sort of boil the noodles urself. add the sauce [they prepared for u le] den plus the ingredients [egg, beansprout, fishcake etc] and we were foolin around. YUPP. it was so fun! :) and i think this camp reallie helped a lot. yupp. stronger bonds between the seniors and the juniors le. yupp. one sad thing though. i am ranked 4th. well that is during the camp. but in actual fact im 5th. SO SADD! lost to alicia [a p6 gurl] aww... so zi bei le! she so damn gd. haiza.. i muz add more oil!!! x overall it was a TOTAL FUN! :)

bad news. they tore down our squash board AGAIN. hear tt. AGAIN. whoever is the culprit better watch out. first thing i do is to slap u hard on ur face. HOW DARE U TORE UP THE SQUASH BOARD TWICE. U THINK ITS VERI EZI TO DO IZZIT? DEN U DO IT FOR US LARH. WE SPENT LYK SO DAMN LONG TO DO IT OKAYYE. HMMPPH!!! im so damn angry to sae anything le. whoever it is better watch out! :@

2005-11-24T18:10:00.001-08:00

BOO peeps. okie. jus gt back from orchard. yupp. finally watched harry potter and the goblet of fire. I AM SO SO SO DISAPPOINTED!!! why?
because they cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut cut!!! so badd. TONS ARE GONE! i am so so disappointed. left practicallie no impression on mii! sianz sia. onlie lyk the tournament part. yes. the tournament part. but its quite disappointin too!!! bcoz at the last task [the maze] left out loads. it was supposed to have lyk more monsters... den in the end.. directlie go to the cup... the idiotic portkey.... hmm... SADDENING. okie. will blog more. cant think of anything hahas. :)

2005-11-22T16:24:00.000-08:00

im back. allyssa has been complainin to mii that my blog is dead! okie. i totallie agree to tt. hahas. been reallie busi. yes. reallie busi. due to the fact tt maple launched snowboards lyk nearlie a week ago and i was busi getting myself snowboards. reallie veri nice! :) so u see. i apologise for the fact tt the blog is dead. but now tt the snowboard craze is gonna end tmr [they gonna stop droppin snowboards on 23rd] so u see. i am quite free now. yupp. :) now im back and quite sick of maple. AGAIN. was abt to stop mapling soon de. den the snowboards came out. den u see.. i went back. now? sick again. yupp. no idea why lim min and her bro still so crazie abt it. yupp. everydae play. EVERYDAE. and lyk EVERY HOUR. so wad lorh.. now they gonna beat mii in the lvl soon! EEK. but tt doesnt matter. since ppl of my lvls [my other fwens] are also slackin. SICK. no idea where to train and stuffs. eek. sick. and its lyk we gain lvl so so so slow. hmm... if i play maple these few daes thik im gg to ossyria. victoria island has nothing for me le. [there oso can train faster, and earn monie faster] hees. :)
real slack in the holidaes. feel lyk sleeping every single hr! lyk piggie le larh. haiza. den open house comin soon.... i am getting sick. dun feel lyk gg OPEN HOUSE. yes. i dun feel lyk. sadd. aww... hmmm.. gd thing is gonna watch harry potter and the goblet of fire this thurs. yes. but my fwens all sae they cut a lot of parts of the books. and one saed tt onli the effects nice nia, the storyline so-so. makin feel lyk nt watchin. totallie nt enthu! i wonder why. anw. i think i go maple now. go find sb go ossy with me. LOL. buaiis peeps! :)

2005-11-15T20:33:00.000-08:00

finallie! im back! hahas. yea. jus gt back from school. as in jus reach home larh. and i ate my dinner le. yupp. but i haven bath yet. yea. so i stink. hahas. i stink! and i have thousands of mosquito bites!! EEK. hmm. lets talk about todae. yupp. today. went for squash this mornin. ate my lunch in singapore poly. went back with the rest of the squashers to decorate our squash noticeboard for the open house. yupp. open house comin soon. 25th of november. sighz. we took so so so long to do the noticeboard. i left school at around 6 50!! GOSH LARH. and u noe right. around 6 30, SHEENA PHUA came to find us, due to the fact tt at 4 she came to school for her cca, chinese dance, and hui ying told her to go home with her after tt. by tt time we were pasting the decos on the board le. since at tt time mosquitoes lyk to come, SHEENA PHUA was lyk screamin and shouting and complainin about those idiotic mosquitos who were biting her. as quoted from her " waah..mosquitoes so mani! uhh....... waah...." as u can see. hees. FOR GOODNESS SAKE! we were there for a longer time den her lorh. and she also counted how mani mosquito bites she had. " OMG i have 5 mosquito bites! waah... so itchy..... so itchy.. uhh......." if i hear tt "so itchy so itchy" one more time i think i will SCREAM. i have been 'screamin' at her le lorh. i have more than 5 larh for goodness sake. MORE. get tt. MORE. MUCH MORE. oh yes. me and wiggy was running along the path outside nanyang towards the bridge. by the time i reached home it wad 7 32! GOSH LARH. okie. i cant crapp le larh. needa go bath. i still STINK. hahas. x)

2005-11-14T20:50:00.000-08:00

okie. this is the game allyssa wee tells me to play. yes. why me. no idea.Here goes:Rules-#o1 Post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself.#o2 At the end of your post, list the names of 5 people who you wana next to do this and leave a comment ''you are tagged'' in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.5 weird/random stuff-- #1 likes being alone. #2 likes soccer #3 hates english #4 dislikes people who changes their GOOD attitiudes to veri BADD ones. #5 likes good songs.[not popukar ones. lyk SHE. 5566. get wad i mean?]
Next 5 people- janice-katherine-jojo-zi xin- j9+erwina+zackie+kandie
**DO NOT ask the person who asked you to play, or any other people who already played before.

2005-11-14T20:23:00.000-08:00

heyys. THE TAGBOARD REALLIE WAS DOWN. serious. the tagboard was down. but finallie! its back again! its back!! its back!! and yes. my idiotic lil bro jus tagged and said it nids improvement! heyys! my first blog!! you gt heart arnt! sae nid improvement! i obviouslie noe tt!!! okie. lets talk abt todae. yes todae. hmm. squash. yes. squash! well. todae we were supposed to go for squash at 11. usuallie was 10. todae special. den coach didnt noe! so he came at 10. den those hu came earlier den me started trnin le! and i reached lyk 10 33! still gt ppl earlier! where gt lyk tt one!!! they scared me to death! i was lyk. ARGH. AM I LATE. den i was so shocked. due to the fact tt if i was late, it will be the first time im late for squash! so i was frightened to death. and the rest were so calm. =.="'. serious. so calm. AS IF NTH HAPPENED! well. todae we gt another new player. yes. a newcomer. sec 2. qian rui's senior. why she come. no idea. why nvr continue golf? becoz golf dao3 bi4 le. yes. dao3 bi4 le. poor qian rui. BOWLING too! this is so sadd. why why why! eek. well. another was there too. farfield [can be considered as our enemie.] and sth badd happened. yes. sth badd. nono! we didnt fight. hahas. definitelie nt. we will for them to be our opponent nxt year. well.. they lost their squash fund. yes. tts wad i think. squash fund. in an envelope. a lot of money. A LOT. which is totallie sadd. becoz its A LOT of monie. [mesos. heehee.] and den we also help them search. yes. we helped to search. in the end... WE DIDNT FIND ANYTHING. yes. kind lil us couldnt find it. which terribly sadd. i hope they noe we are kind souls. hahas. oh yes. todae played game with a senior. obviouslie i lost. SENIOR leh. first set. 3-9. second set 2-9. totallie sadded! :( hahas. but tts all okie. since its EXPECTED. hahas. yuppie. okie. i gonna play allyssa's lil game le. hahas.

2005-11-13T19:58:00.000-08:00

crapp crapp crapp. the cbox is down! juz when i tell ppl to tag my board. gak! my board! my board!! my board!!! man. this is so unfair! WAY TOO UNFAIR! why me!!! this is so pathetic. here i am. waitin for somebodie to tag my board and... THE CBOX IS DOWN!!! crapp. way too crappie. hmmp! now i see no tagboard except the idiotic border! the border. ONLY THE BORDER! stupid. eek. cant stand it anymore!!! when is the crappie tagboard comin back?!?!?! waah. i wann to cry le larh.
:'(

2005-11-13T17:14:00.000-08:00

okie. so sorrie. but im way too tired to link the nygh gurls and the greenies. sho sho sorrie. some other time ba. x haiza. quite proud of this blog. yes. hahas. i keep tryin to improve it. hmm... its nt perfect yet. well. nt up to my expectations yet ba. hahas. too strict! x) ppl. jus rmb to link and tagg me! :)
xie xie da jia.

2005-11-13T16:46:00.000-08:00

phew. i finallie linked ever single sixers. [well. i hope i didnt miss out any] sho tirin. heyys. but all of u de blog is sho nice! hahas. especially yu shi's. COOL! makin me zi bei le!!! now i have to link the nygh gurls blogs. the greenies blog. i think lyk tt im done le!! den wait for ur to tagg. hahas. yes. tagg. muz muz muz! my tagboard now sho empty... :'( sadd. very sadd. okie. gonna continue. after tt maybee if still gt time i shall blog more. hmm.. gettin addicted soon. hahas.

# my day - thirteen november

2005-11-13T15:21:00.000-08:00

woah.cant believe it. my very own blog. whees! my very own blog! hahas. special thanks to allyssa! yes. she helped mii loads. thanks allyssa. lurve ya. hahas. and ya noe. i cant believe the way allyssa bloggs. yes the way she bloggs. man. she sure can write. i doubt my post can be abt 1000 words. i think hers is! x gosh. well. i try my best and crapp more. but now i need to link everyone! yes. totallie lyk impossible! jus the sixers is alreadie... so mani! man. i think i will faint soon. heyys. but now i finallie understand why people bloggs! it sure is fun! whees. okie people. will continue to blog. but now its time to link! hees. :)

-my first post-

2005-11-13T11:30:00.000-08:00

heyys. well. first post. what should i blogg about? hmm. actuallie this post is juz to check out sth. hahas. yea. x)